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Saturday, February 7, 2009

The Moon Boot

I had my appointment on Friday, which I barely managed to get. When I went in to emerg on Monday, they said the Fracture Clinic would be calling me to tell me a time to come in. By weds, they still hadn't called, so Adam called to try and sort it out. Transfer after transfer, and the phone just rang out. He called back again, telling them the phone just rings out. I have had the same trouble, before we decided to even go to emerg, of trying to make an appointment, but no one picks up the phone! They finally called back, thank goodness, with an appointment.

We go the hospital for my appointment, and wait for at least an hour. We finally get to see a specialist, who was really nice, and when consulting with the head honcho, decided to give me what I have been praying for (if its the right thing for my recovery): a MOON BOOT!

The lovely man who created that work of art on my leg was now the one to saw it off. And I felt bad, as everyone in the Fracture Clinic seemed to like his work. As soon as that blasted cast came off, I felt relief right away.

The moon boot is slightly heavier than a cast, and more cumbersome, but so much more comfy. With all those adjustable straps, I am in heaven. I am still having nerve pain, and sometimes it is still pretty bad, but the frequency of those bad times has dropped to something bearable. The whole bottom of my foot is numb, or mostly numb, and burning with angry nerves. The swelling has gone down heaps since my original cast, and I am hoping its the swelling causing the pain, so it will keep going away.

I had my first shower, standing up, albeit on one leg, but it was amazing! No more crevices with soap that I missed washing out. I can reach properly everywhere now! Though I still do sit, since standing on one leg in a soapy shower is a little freaky. Though, in the past, I have always practiced balance when I do my exercise, ever since I hurt my back, and I find balancing on one leg not too terribly scary. I broke the same leg I have sciatica on, which is good, really, since my other leg is stronger as it is.

I pretty much don't wear the moon boot, unless I am walking, er, crutching, around, or sleeping. Since I am still taking some pain killers, I find I have bad dreams, and do a lot of kicking in my sleep, I keep the moon boot on for my own protection. I tried to take a nap without it on, and it was too painful waking up from some weird dream, kicking all over the place.

I guess, since my fib is being held normally in place at my knee by tendons and ligaments, and being held artificially in place by screws at my ankle, there is no way it is going to be moving, so a cast isn't completely necessary. My tib is fine, except for the dislocation, and that is being held with screws too, so no leg bones are going anywhere. The cast was more to protect me from myself, it seems. The moon boot serves the same purpose, except more comfortable. Though, when I try rotating my ankle I can feel the break site, so I won't be doing that any more. But I am allowed to move my ankle, to keep range of motion. The screws are not hindering movement, and so I should try to do a few exercises to keep it from stiffening up.

Except they didn't give me any exercises to do at the Fracture Clinic. I had the feeling I was a pain in their backsides, and they just wanted me out of there. Maybe it was because it seemed to be so busy that day, and I was a last minute patient, but I would have appreciated some info to come home with. I am just going off of what was said to me the first time. So, I will keep moving the ankle, up and down, trying to help along what physio I will be doing starting in 3 weeks, if all goes well.

Here are some photos, 3 weeks after the original break. It's pretty red, but I am beginning now to see some dark colours coming through. I've never seen a red bruise, but who knows. The scabs are also coming off now, in the shower too. My stitches are the disolvable kind, so that's nice. Anyhow, without further ado...










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25 Random Things

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(I don't really know anyone out there in blogger land who does these things, so I just posted it for interest sake. Feel free to do one yourself, though!)

1. I add things I've done to my to do list so that I can cross them off.

2. I love science (in general), and read heaps of articles.

3. I broke my first bone 3 weeks and 2 days ago by falling into a ditch. I wasn't drunk, I just didn't see it, ok? It was night, and who knows, I was carrying flowers, and they blocked my view or something, that's the best I can come up with. (broke the fib, dislocated the tib at the ankle)

4. I have too many hobbies, and am hoping to earn at least a part time wage from them some time soon. It's A LOT of work to get things going, plus I am still sewing seats for Adam too...

5. I am happier than I have ever been, even though I have no money, and no car, and can't afford anything because of the jobs I get and then lose because of the economy, or because my boss has a mental break down, or because my boss is a weirdo (X3)

6. I can't look at myself objectively. Sometimes I think I look good, then I see a photo of myself, from the day / night I thought I looked good, and...egad!!!!

7. I can't wait to have my own garden, and pets, and maybe some chickens and goats too.

8. I try to put socks on before I put pants on because I hate it when my pants get caught in me pulling up my socks, and even though I un-tuck them, it feels wrong for a while afterward. I think I have hyper-vigilance.

9. I wish I had some (close) friends.

10. I married the first guy I dated, and so glad I did. You don't need to play the field to know what works.

11. I still have ALL my Xmas decorations up (which isn't really that many...), because I broke my leg, I can't get them down. Adam is too busy with work, and taking care of me.

12. I have a lot of grey hair, and that is the main reason I keep dying it. Even though when I started I had none. I don't really have wrinkles though, so I guess it evens out...?

13. I am stopping using expensive face wash (kiehls, etc), because guess what? It doesn't work! I didn't wash my face with more than water for a week (because of being in the hospital) and I had LESS pimples than EVER! I now only use a face scrub, and so far, so good! Plus, pimples are hormone related anyhow.

14. I do NOT believe in any of that retarded detox stuff. It's not scientific, and doesn't make sense in the slightest!

15. I do not support Obama, but at the same time, change is good! We do need change! But all these people wanting change, it needs to start with them, at the bottom, not with a new president. Get ready for a huge let down, all you who believe Obama is some sort of saviour.

16. I'm looking forward to kids, but I am also scared. I am also scared of running out of time too...Eek. I hope I know when the right time is. I don't feel like we're secure enough...I don't know. I'm just scared.

17. I sometimes ask Jesus to tell my loved ones that I miss them, and give them a big hug.

18. I love a good cry. There is nothing like a cry to get out everything you hold inside. Adam doesn't understand how that's possible.

19. I LOVE survivor - Still. Can't wait! One more week!

20. I pretty much am annoyed by all my neighbours. Plate Licker stole my cat Lucky (OH! And slashed the tires on my car!); CSM is creepy smoking man, and is always on his deck, looking around; Matthew never listens to his mom, and is constantly yelling for Craig to come over, who lives 3 houses down, and we're in the middle; Craig rides his new bike and rings the bell at 7 am a lot of mornings; Two Finger Tester (don't ask) who is a complete dag, plays loud techno. And last but not least are the Recycle Nazi's who must drink themselves blind every evening, and get the kids to take out the bottles at 6:15am. They like to break each and every one of them into the recycle bin, and fight over who gets to do it. We've yelled at them once, and it worked for a few weeks.

21. I drive through red turn arrows, since most of the time they are pointless, and if everyone is so concerned about "global warming" then shouldn't we be spending less time idling the car? Come on people, lets start thinking for ourselves, we don't need the man to tell us when it's safe to make a left or right turn (unless there truly is some sort of obstacle). I dare you to do it too.

22. I am trying to learn vintage hair styles, but they are hard work.

23. I got my motor bike license last June, and it was the one of the scariest, but funnest things I have ever done.

24. I hate peas and always will.

25. I love candy and always will.


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Friday, February 6, 2009

Well, if we're quoting scriptures here...

Then how about these ones:

Psalm 139:13-16 13
For You formed my inward parts;
You covered me in my mother’s womb.
14 I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
Marvelous are Your works,
And that my soul knows very well.
15 My frame was not hidden from You,
When I was made in secret,
And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.
And in Your book they all were written,
The days fashioned for me,
When as yet there were none of them.

Isaiah 44:2
2 Thus says the LORD who made you
And formed you from the womb

Jeremiah 1:5
5 “ Before I formed you in the womb I knew you;
Before you were born I sanctified you;
I ordained you a prophet to the nations.” Luke 1:41-44
41 And it happened, when Elizabeth heard the greeting of Mary, that the babe leaped in her womb; and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit. 42areis the fruit of your womb! 43is this granted to me, that the mother of my Lord should come to me? 44 For indeed, as soon as the voice of your greeting sounded in my ears, the babe leaped in my womb for joy.

Genesis 1:26-29
26 Then God said, “Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness; let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, over all[a] the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.” 27 So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them. 28 Then God blessed them, and God said to them, “Be fruitful and multiply; fill the earth and subdue it; have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over every living thing that moves on the earth.” 29 And God said, “See, I have given you every herb that yields seed which is on the face of all the earth, and every tree whose fruit yields seed; to you it shall be for food.

It's clear that we are valued and known from the beginning of our lives, and that our lives begin in the womb. It's clear we are made in God's image, and were made different from animals, made special, and made to have dominion over creation. We are unique! Our right to life is God's, not any one else's. We have no right to take any life (except in the case of capital punishment, but that's a whole other issue).

For someone who likes to quote scriptures and talk about God-given promises, and how the founding forefathers "drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man", Obama sure doesn't seem to understand these God-given rights. He reversed the abortion funding policy.
"The first thing I'd do as president is sign the Freedom of Choice Act," Obama said in his July speech to abortion advocates worried about the increase of pro-life legislation at the state level. The Freedom of Choice Act (FOCA) is legislation Obama has co-sponsored along with 18 other senators that would annihilate every single state law limiting or regulating abortion, including the federal ban on partial birth abortion.(reference)

To all of us Christians who are sitting idly by:

7 Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows,
that he will also reap.
(Galatians 6:7)

7 "They sow the wind and reap the whirlwind. The stalk has no head; it will produce no flour. Were it to yield grain, foreigners would swallow it up.
(Hosea 8:7)

18 For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who suppress the truth in unrighteousness, 19 because what may be known of God is manifest in them, for God has shown it to them. 20 For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse, 21 because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish hearts were darkened. 22 Professing to be wise, they became fools, 23 and changed the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like corruptible man—and birds and four-footed animals and creeping things. 24 Therefore God also gave them up to uncleanness, in the lusts of their hearts, to dishonor their bodies among themselves, 25 who exchanged the truth of God for the lie, and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever. Amen. 26 For this reason God gave them up to vile passions. For even their women exchanged the natural use for what is against nature. 27 Likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust for one another, men with men committing what is shameful, and receiving in themselves the penalty of their error which was due. 28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a debased mind, to do those things which are not fitting; 29 being filled with all unrighteousness, sexual immorality, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, evil-mindedness; they are whisperers, 30 backbiters, haters of God, violent, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, 31 undiscerning, untrustworthy, unloving, unforgiving, unmerciful; 32 who, knowing the righteous judgment of God, that those who practice such things are deserving of death, not only do the same but also approve of those who practice them.
(Romans 1:18-32)

Here are some interesting bios from former abortionists.

All these verses also apply to the changes Obama plans to make with federal funding for embryonic stem cell research. Stem cells do not NEED to come from embryos. The implications of embryonic stem cell research are the same as abortions, and something worth studying.

"For evil men to triumph it is only necessary for good men to do nothing"
-Winston Churchill


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Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Treats

Today has been a good day, a real treat, considering the past 2 weeks. I do still have pain, but it is SO much less than what I have been going through. Today is the first day I haven't cried because I didn't know what else to do. I don't know if the meds are working, if this crazy new cast is a better fit, or if my swelling has gone down (a possible reason for this nerve pain, I have read, might be due to all the swelling).

To treat myself, I painted my nails, did a face mask, and moisturized with the goodies my family sent me. I didn't manage a shower though...so girls, that body butter you sent me, was very helpful *wink* I was even mentally alert enough to finally finish a job for my boss from before I had my little spill. I didn't take any pain killers until this evening too. If the next 3.5 weeks are spent in this clown cast like I felt today, then I can deal with it.

*I am still praying for the moon boot though on friday - you can too*

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Monday, February 2, 2009

Yellow Cake Recipe

I cannot WAIT to try this out. So far, a few attempts (3? 4?) of making a nice white, or yellow cake recipe have all been less than desirable. Then, I found THIS! Man, once this cast comes off, I'm telling you...

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Uh, What's going on...?


Well, my day was spent at the emergency today. I am having such severe nerve pain, that I called the "Fracture Clinic", where I am supposed to have appointments with the orthopedic specialists until I am all healed up (I went there to get my red cast), but they only see people on Fridays. She suggested I come into Emerg, since I had already seen my GP 3 times in the last week and a half for pain related reasons.

I think we got there about 11:30, or earlier, and left at around 5pm. It's no joke when people say you have to wait hours. Anyhow, I'm not really sure what was solved. They sawed off my beautiful red cast, and I was hoping for the moon boot replacement, but it seemed no one in emerg was willing to OK that idea without speaking to the specialist, so I got a new colourful number on my leg now (NOT IMPRESSED). The plaster man took some liberties. I got new Xrays (I don't know how that will help them solve a nerve problem?) and waited...and waited...I got some more oxycodone, which I suppose I am looking forward to taking, since I haven't had all that much sleep.

Last night was the worst. I barely slept, then woke up at 7 am to kids playing in the street. Then 8 am a man sawing wood underneath our bedroom windows. Couldn't sleep even if I wanted to. So, now my cocktail has changed to anti-convulsants, which have a side effect of relieving nerve pain, oxycodone, and anti-inflammatories. The anti-convulsants take a few days to take effect, so I am to wait it out. I hope whatever is up with these nerves it gets sorted since a weeks supply of the anti-convulsants costs around $100, even here in Aus, where medication is hugely subsidized, from what I have noticed. We'll see. If it works, it will be worth it. The Dr. gave me 2 weeks for free, so that was really nice. But if it doesn't work, I won't be able to do the next 4 weeks like this. And I don't even know if the nerve problem is related to the cast.

I have another appointment at the Fracture Clinic on friday, and they will review my "case", I am told. Hopefully they will saw off this hideous hinderence and replace it with a moon boot. I will then be able to take a nice bath, or shower without wrapping myself in plastic first. So now I wait until friday....for I don't know what exactly, but hopefully its something good.

my recent meds:

Adam just came in and brought me the most thoughtful gift from home! My Ma and sisters sent me a package of goodies! Some craft mags, a puzzle book, learn to crochet books, yarn and needles! And some other fun stuff like nail polish, and body butter, movies & candy! Aw, I feel like crying, that was so sweet! And since it seems I have a lot more bed rest in my future (the Dr. today said at least another couple weeks), I am looking for things to keep me busy. I don't have much work on either right now, which is good timing for my boss I suppose, but I hope to be able to get back to it soon. I still need to finish off a job for him, which has been difficult to get to. Thank goodness for the lap top, I can work in bed when I need to.

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Sunday, February 1, 2009

Car Bomb Cup Cakes

Since I am obsessed with cupcakes, here is a recipe I found, which I hope to try once I get back on my feet...
but any suggestions for substituting the guiness? I suppose I could give it a whirl as is...

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